RS: And by being most authentically yourself, in my opinion, that’s how you reach people. Don’t try to be something that you’re not. Don’t try to convey an experience you don’t understand. But you reached back into your own story, and by sticking with that, I saw a real person. I saw a real little kid. I’m not even saying that’s because it’s a true story. That’s irrelevant. But the fact that the two of you created this real world of a boy, a father, and a day spent working together. Did you get paid, Jesús, when you were little?
JT: Yeah, at some point I started figuring out, Oh, wait, there’s pay involved. I got thirty dollars for a whole day’s work. And the deal was we would go to this taco shop by our place on Magnolia Avenue where I’d get as many al pastor tacos as I could eat. I was always up for the challenge. It was great. I probably ate more in tacos than I got paid in cash.
RS: How old were you when you started working with your dad?
JT: It was ever since I can remember. As a little kid, my dad would bring me along and tell me to hang out here, come watch me do this, rake leaves…I’m just raking the same leaves over and over. Later I had more responsibilities. So it’s hard to say a point in time when I started, because I was always around him.
RS: Sometimes when we ask a kid to help us, it’s just to make the kid feel good, make them feel included. But the boy in the book had real responsibilities. When his dad was trimming the top of the tree, the boy would be trimming the bottom of the tree. It wasn’t a game.
JT: It speaks to the Mexican American experience. I did this documentary years ago about caregiving and doing standup, and one of the things we explored was that I was a caregiver long before I knew I was a caregiver. Just being a Mexican American in this country, my parents had very little to no schooling, so from a very young age I was translating things that maybe I shouldn’t have been a part of like going to doctor visits with my mom and having to translate to the best of my fifth-grade ability. I shouldn’t know the difference between a W-2 and a 1099 at age eleven, but I did. I was filling out those things. I was filling out medical insurance forms for my mom, and for myself. The tree-trimming scene was a fun way to show that sometimes dads do the stuff way up here, going to work, but in the same tree also lies the paperwork and the Mexican American experience, my end of the deal. There was always a big sense of responsibility. As a kid, we want to help, right? When you’re a kid, you want to help the family.
RS: You both do this deceptively casual thing, Jesús, you with words, and Eliza, you with the pictures. I wouldn’t call them childlike exactly, but there’s something cartoonish in a good way about them. Just like the way Jesús tells us the story in a very natural way, it seems to flow very naturally from moment to moment.
EK: It took me a long time to get the line quality where it looks like it just happened. The way I paint is I draw out an illustration ahead of time, figure out how and where I want the drawing to be. And then I paint separately. I think it’s something left over from working in animation. I lay the drawing on a light table, then I put my watercolor piece of paper on top, and then I’ll mark where stuff is supposed to be, but it’s not exact at all. I will do the whole picture book, every part of it, all at once. I’ll have all the drawings laid out along all the edges of my studio. If a certain type of green is called for here, I’ll mix that green, and I’ll go through (and it will be very fast, because I’m trying to make this green last before it runs out), and I’ll just keep going back and going around and around and around until it’s finally all done. I should say that I plan it ahead. I figure out what colors are going to go where. I have a little map on my computer, but it’s still not exact. At least for me, because that also leaves something, the sort of chaos of it for a second. There’s a second in there where I’m like, What’s going on? What am I doing? But then I get to that hill, and it’s like a slide all the way down. And then when I assemble the painting from the drawing, I put them together in the computer, it’s always this moment of, What’s it going to look like? And sometimes I’m like, Oh my god, I didn’t even know that was going to happen, and I get so excited. There’s a moment I love in the book where Jesús is hugging his mom, and it’s like his mom is absorbing his hug, and she’s absorbing some of him. |
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